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Yai7
Peace & Love
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28/01/2002
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21st September, 2021 at 21/09/2021 19:25:51 -
From early childhood I was a very violent child only my body was very weak and I could not stand a chance against stronger others so even if I wanted I could not bully people.
The reason I was got into the fake bullcrap of activism, Science and Art was due to others being stronger and pushing me into a direction I never really wanted.
Really. I am a big bully in a tiny weak body that lacks the skill of fight.
If I was strong and tough I would already choose to beat the shit of others instead of trying to come up with clever ideas to solve problems with others. Actually. Most of my creative ideas were actually pretty lame and that is because I do not have a mentality of and artist or a good hearted person but basically of a very violent bully.
Only it was repressed toward the years because I did not had a chance to defent myself.
A critic in my youtube channel and and enemy of mine was right: I had to stand in a military barrier and engage violently with phalestianian passengers or another weak minority than posing with my piss poor art.
You see. All my life I was a big bully who was to weak in body to show it.
My life was a decieve. Now I know I had a true problem.
For years I had to fake mercy and good will and kindness while deep inside I always wanted to be mean to others. If I was a true smart-ass with a l33t hacking skills I would DDos the daily klik each time I would be banned but since I am a bully and not a hacker and weak in body I had to come up with crazy ideas how to deal with everyone.
If I was strong I would not make an ass of myself and could just find the others who tries to tease me and beat the crap out of them.
God probably made me so, that I am weak in body because he did not wanted many grandmas to have broken bones and maybe after I die hell would be a bit less hot for me. Because for real. I admit that I mostly like being violent and bully others though tough luck. I was too weak to fullfil that desire.
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AndyUK
Mascot Maniac
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01/08/2002
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24th September, 2021 at 24/09/2021 02:26:37 -
sounds like you need to chill out mate
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UrbanMonk
BRING BACK MITCH
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24th September, 2021 at 24/09/2021 15:38:51 -
I can't believe nastyman has been on this forum since 2002 and still hasn't run out of crazy things to say.
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yma
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25th September, 2021 at 25/09/2021 17:34:04 -
lol nastyman
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SolarB
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26/12/2011
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12th December, 2021 at 12/12/2021 13:56:19 -
I think a compilation of nastyman's "poetry" would do really well on Amazon.
My Open Source Examples: http://bit.ly/YyUFUh
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Yai7
Peace & Love
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28/01/2002
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25th December, 2023 at 25/12/2023 15:37:19 -
Actually, It seems these where pittyful lies I told out of emotional weakness. I request your apologize... When I look back at my life, It seems that I mostly value morality... Even if I created several under-dog level creations.
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